If i made any errors while typing this, i really do apologise for it
I’ve been told many things in this somewhat short
life of mine. Some of which….or most of which I don’t agree with but that’s how
people perceive me.
One such thing is that I’m smart. Maybe I’m judging
myself too hard, maybe I’m just blind or
maybe they’re lying to me…either way, I don’t really see it. Why? Have you seen
my grades? No? Good, cause it’s gonna stay that way….they are not something
that could be considered smart. And sure I’ve said it
myself, written tests aren’t exactly the best way to ‘test’ people (for lack of
a better word) but what else am I going to do at this point?
Another thing is that I’m funny. Now this one I
think is just a complete lie….in actuality I’m just disgusting (even though I
honestly do try to be nice) and people find what I say funny. I have
a tendency to not control my facial expressions and I’ve been told by many
that they find them hilarious even. Why, I’m not exactly sure, but their
words….not mine.
I’m pretty. Now don’t get your undies in a
twist…not many people tell me this one and the ones that do I think are
seriously senile….but I leave them to what they wanna say. I know what you’re
probably thinking right now…”you are pretty!” “She’s probably
not that bad looking” But most of all you’re probably thinking ‘insecurities,
insecurities, insecurities”” and yea that might be right but who are you to
judge. I didn’t write this really to talk about insecurities I wrote
this to show who I am and what I’m
thinking. So yea, I have insecurities, who on this earth doesn’t?
I’ve also been told that I’m talented. I play the
piano so I see where people could possibly think this…On
another note though I just think that when I was younger I practised a lot and
that paid off cause frankly right now (or a couple years ago cause I’m finished
now) I don’t practise that much if any at all (please don’t tell my music
teacher). Don’t get me wrong, I love the piano and I love
playing and learning NICE new pieces but sometimes I’m just lazy to get up or
tired or really just can’t find the time. So to the whole talent thing, I don’t
think so but continue to think what you may.
So basically in closing, I probably don’t get that
many compliments and even if I did who wants to read about all the things
people compliment someone on and their negative thoughts towards them. I’m
a girl who’s basically leaning to average in school, I
play the piano which I love, Music is a passion of mine and I try my best to be
nice to everyone…unless you do something continuously to antagonise me. :D
Oh I’m also very anti-bullying!
Xoxo
:)
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