I Miss You

I miss you. I don't tell you and I try my best not to show it but deep down, I miss you. I miss your smile. Your laugh, your smell, everything about you. I don't know what I'd do without you half of the times so i don't know how i manage to go about my days pretending like their normal when I don't get the chance to see you everyday.

And though I miss you, I sometimes wonder, Do you miss me? Do you even remember me at all. Do you ever think of me or my smile, or even my laugh. I sometimes think, that even though I miss you with every bone in my body, that I'm not even in the back of your mind and that quite frankly scares me.

xoxo

Best Friends

I have these all the time and we're constantly having them over the phone. Honestly, I don't know why she even bothers to tolerate me but i'm glad she does because without her I honestly wouldn't have any friends. Cause my other best friends are nowhere near at the moment. Everyone has flown the nest and it's such a depressing fact but life goes on and with it we have new memories so I'll cherish the time we have now and hope that in the future we won't grow apart either :D

xoxo
:)

5 Facts About Me

1. Like the picture above, I can't touch my toes without bending my knees or just cheating...it's just not possible for me :P

2.I can't peel an orange. Now before you go all crazy on me, I can do it to a certain extent but you know that perfect peeling things that your mum always does, I can't do it. And if i can't do it like that I always think to myself. Why bother?

3. I am one of the most anti-social people you'll ever meet. I tend to be very awkward when I'm put into a situation when i have to make human contact with someone I'm not familiar with and it makes it painful for both me and the other person. I apologise in advance if i'll ever see you face-to-face.

4. I am absolutely in love with technology. I'm one of those persons that find technology to be a wonderful thing that I often think i can't live without. I believe that we all need to wake up and step out into a new world where technology has made life easier for us. Don't get me wrong though, somethings we still should do the old fashioned way and we still need to use our brains.

5. When I consider you a friend, I like to think of myself as loyal and trustworthy. Sure I have my moments when the words that come out of my mouth aren't appropriate for certain situations but i really do mean well. If i consider you my best friend, there is absolutely nothing other than you doing something really terrible that could make me turn my back on you because i believe there was something that made me consider you a best friend to begin with. So that quality must still be in there somewhere. no matter how far we may drift apart.

Well, that's just about it. I have nothing left to say so until next time :P and so i leave you with this

xoxo

:)

NERDS

I've been called a nerd countless times but my only response is. Should that bother me. Being a nerd isn't something to be ashamed of, it really isn't. So why is it that when people are called nerds they get all emotional and depressed. Smile. Be glad because one day that same person who called you a nerd, you'll be writing their pay check. So don't take it the wrong way. Take it as a compliment and skip along

xoxo
:)

Queen of Vagina

So, I've finally watched more than half of the video called 'Queen of Vagina' and my only question is. Why?


Why have we subjected our generation to this kind of music. Why is that this is what our music has come to?  I mean really, why is it that the most used words in this song is, vagina, penis and sex? We've gone from greats in the industry to people who sing about how wet and juicy their vagina is...really? We should be ashamed of ourselves cause this is disgusting and unbelievable. 

Never in a million years did i think that this would come out. And i'm sure many of the great musicians in the world probably didn't think that music would come to this point....I'm just in absolute complete shock right now and I think someone needs to give this lady a reality check cause she just embarrassed herself on the internet and once that video has been put on it, it will never go away. Cause somewhere out there, some has saved this video to their hard drvie and if anyone was actually brave enough, they have a hard copy. 

It's sad what our world has come to and i only hope that the few good remaining artistes left in this world let their light shine so that we can all see. There's still a little hope, no matter how small.

xoxo
:)

Post-Bio

So, Bio Paper II is now over and though it could have been worse, I still didn't like the exam. What I've realised with all my exams so far though is that maybe if i studied a little more for detail instead of general knowledge, I would have passed with even more flying colours but because of that, I'm not sure of what my grades will end up to be.

One thing I don't like to predict though is what my grade will be. No! I don't do that because you never know what could happen. Suppose I tell people, "that was so easy i got an easy I", and then end up with a V,  I'd just about die and I couldn't manage that embarrassment. I really couldn't.

But while I sit here and type I have Chemistry Paper I tomorrow, so off I am to try and do something productive when it comes to multiple choice :D

xoxo :*

Exams

Every year we go through them and every year we tell ourselves that next year we'll be more prepared. Then summer comes and we forget all about that promise. Me? I'm currently doing CAPE and while I have an exam tomorrow morning at 9:00 I am making this blog post :D

Every time I would take up a book to study, I'd always find something more interesting to do and boy am i regretting that now. I'd always find a song to listen to, a video to watch, or I'd just be on a social network. but guess what, those things can't help me now because now that the exam is the following morning, I'm screwed...Twice over