So i haven't really read this over so i apologise for any grammatical errors that may occur.
N.B. this post i realised is mainly geared towards the failing part....not much of a balance i know
So, as a UWI
student, no matter what is said by most persons above you there are just some
things that you have to experience on your own. Now as a Science and tech
student, the stress of the faculty alone leaves you miserable half of the time.
Finishing up my second year, I’ve observed a lot and there are just so many
things that I either never expected or didn’t think would really happen. By now
you know what this bog post is about if not then I have no words for you
really.
When I came to UWI people always told
me, go to your tutorials, and lectures, get involved, blah, blah, blah. The
whole works and so I tried my best to listen. By the end of my first year, I
realised what they should have told me about tutorials in specific are ‘DO THE
TUTORIALS BEFORE GOING TO THE ACTUAL TUTORIAL’. Maybe they thought it would
have been given that I would have but no. I don’t know about the other
faculties that much but I am convinced that in first year Sci and Tech weeds
you out, They give you the most demanding timetable especially if you want to
have options for second year if you’re not 100% sure about what you want to do.
I remember in first year I’d have class straight from 8 in the morning to 6 in
the evening and then after that you either had labs to do or tutorials due the
next day, next week, etc. and not to mention the fact that you’re advised to
read over your lecture notes/slides and prepare for the next lecture. Sometimes
you have to wonder…’are there really enough hours in the day?’ And then after
your first year you realise how many people decide that it’s not for them. Too hard
and switch faculties. You know where they end up sometimes? The faculty of
social sciences or if they did so excellently and this was their plan from
before they end up at Med Sci.
Being a person planning to graduate from
Sci and Tech, I decided maybe it’s my duty to help pass on some of my limited
knowledge. Now, in regards to when you actually get your grades, that’s what we’re
really here for. UWI’s pass mark is 50% as you would know by now. IF you’re in
or have ever been a part of Sci and Tech and NEVER failed a course then good
for you. I applaud you and would love to learn your technique. I’m told that
knowing your studying technique and making sure it’s effective for you is the
way to go but even then so far, most people I know have failed AT LEAST one
course from that faculty. Most times after you’ve failed something you want to
know why? How comes?(especially if you thought you did really well) and why
once more. I’m the type of person that stresses over grades but at the same
time doesn’t stress…I don’t know how else to explain it.
The point of all this ranting though is
to tell you that even though you’ve failed, it’s not the end of the world. Cliché,
I know but it’s true. You will recover. How do I know cause I’ve been through
it all. And some people when reading will say, ‘I didn’t read this to hear from
someone who failed one course to tell me that it’s gonna be alright, you don’t
know what I’m going through’. I do. I’m not gonna give a number of how many I have
failed because it’s really none of your business but I just wanted you to know,
if you really want it you’ll push through. One day things must be better. That I
honestly believe, if I didn’t, I would have given up a long time ago. So when
you go to sas and you see that F(insert other letter and/or number here) know
that there is something called a resit. You can do MEX or in other cases MLX. If
it’s a factor that you’ve failed the coursework and so you have to do over the
whole course. Push through. Use it as an advantage in your favour by saying,
well I’ve done this before and maybe I didn’t catch it the first time but this
time around I’ll do much better cause I already kinda know what I’m getting
into already. No one but you knows the circumstances that caused you to fail,
whether it be family problems, anxiety problems(like myself), you didn’t attend
enough classes, you didn’t study as you should have or you hated the subject
and had to do it. You have to sit down and say to yourself, I’m going to do
this. I might have failed but I can keep going. To help push you along think
about the money being spent to send you to school. Whether you’re financing
yourself, you’re on a scholarship or even a family member is paying for you,
that money had to come from somewhere and the person paying it has faith in you
that you can do it. You want to make it across that stage that day of
graduation and be able to say I did it. Or even if you don’t go to the graduation
you have that degree proudly displayed.
When it comes to passing there are
usually two feelings I associate with this, relief or absolute joy. Relief that
you actually passed and you’re just glad that you don’t have to do over the
exam. And joy that yes I knew I could do it and I did. I passed and with a
decent grade. Some persons I’m told are disappointed at their grades when they
have seen them. This has happened to me once and it wasn’t a Science and Tech
course. Soooo, I can’t really relate to that part. But passing is a good thing.
Look at it and enjoy it and know that you can do better. Look at that grade and
say to yourself, I knew I could do it and next year, now knowing what method I used
studying for this course I can use it once more next year. IF you’ve found a studying
technique that works for you, don’t change it because if someone says that ‘you
shouldn’t do that’ unless it’s affecting your health, what works for you won’t
necessarily work for me. And that’s ok.
Now at the end of this very long blog post,
(probably the longest one I’ve ever written) I leave you with one of many
things you should know. At the end of the course you should have learned
something because in the next year, you’re just going to be adding on information
and at that point it’s going to be a little late to realise that you never
learnt that because of swatting(even though we all do it). That being said know
that if you have failed, it is still possible to come back from it.
Xoxo
:)